CHANGE - November 12, 2013 - Inspiration from Source. Change. 11/12/13 - I wake up sensing that something is about to change. No idea what, but my body and my mind has been whispering "change is coming" for awhile, and as I saw the date I thought...maybe today is the start of that change. 

I think it's more than the normal change - but of course the leaves are falling away. That change will happen. I think it's more than my life. Though I know from the stirring in my Vagabond heart that I'm at a crossroads and have to make choices - some that are definitely going to involve a backpack and some hiking boots. And as I approach 50, there's got to be some hormonal think taking place, right? But I feel it is bigger than that - a stirring in those around me - an opening in hearts and minds that I have never seen on such a grand scale before. 

Last night I was with a friend and I pointed to my forehead and said, "do you notice something." She said, "the wrinkle is gone." Not everyone would know that, but she too is going through her own change of consciousness. She sees things. She was referring to a furrow that has been on my forehead since I can remember. Not a horizontal wrinkle, that normal thing that happens as we age - no, that strange vertical bundle that I have always referred to as "the thunder cloud." It's gone. She said, "I think it's the opening of your pineal gland doing that." She means my third eye, for those who don't know about that area of the body. My intuitive has been mad crazy awesome.

I started meditating on 3/30/2013. Since that day, the world has been shifting, color has been changing, I hear things I was not open to before. So I started talking about it with you all in these inspirations. I know I should just start a blog - but in the beginning I had no idea I was going to talk so much. 

I talk about what meditation has done for me, what is it doing daily...and friends who have never meditated have said, "show me." It's nothing really. I don't "work" at it like I was taught as a child. I don't struggle to empty my mind. I don't "try not to..." I just sit, and open, and listen. Sometimes I will invite, I will say, I open myself to the energy of the earth - and energy will shoot up my legs. "I open myself to the sky", and I kid you not this hawk comes and circles around me and I feel - peaceful. 

Or I say, "I open myself to the energy of the source" and this beautiful voice talks to me. It tells me things about me. It tells me things about you. So I listen. Sometimes it says, "write this down, remember." Sometimes it says, "what will bring you joy? Ask for it!" And I do. Though there is really only one thing I have wanted for awhile now. But mostly, I just sit and listen, and feel - loved. Within myself, rather than without. I feel - joy. Bubbling, like a song, like a person I love singing in my ear, like kisses on every freckle, like just the right amount of warm sun, that doesn't burn, but fills me with grace.

I'll be talking about meditation, what it's done for me, and showing how I do it - which is not as I was taught during Saturday's Total Wellness Fair. A lot of people have asked me "how do you do that?" Come see. Come change with me. Information is at the Vagabond Acting Troupe group under events.